Monday, June 23rd, 2008 01:21 am
Tonight, almost one year exactly since we left for the Mackenzie, I find myself in the far north again. This is my first time flying up, and watching the sun swing around refusing to set was glorious. There is something unmistakable about late night sunlight. The sunset gets somehow stale as it goes on and on, some quality not captured by the angle alone. I had missed it, really.

But on landing, the sight of scrubby alpine firs made me uneasy. The truth is, as much as I'm drawn to it, I really hate much of this environment. I'm afraid I'm going to end up one of the people who keep coming back time after time, caught in a dysfunctional relationship with a vast part of the Earth. Robert Service had it right.

On arriving at Ted Stevens International Airport (and how wonderfully ironic that name might just look come November), I found that the external pouch on my baggage had "mysteriously" come open, spilling everything out. This was where I had stuck all my tools when declawing myself, including my trusty Leatherman Charge XTi. It was with me in freefall, in caves and on hikes, while canoeing a thousand miles, there to open uncounted packages and grab at anything too small/hot/unpleasant to handle myself. And now some sticky-fingered TSA reject is going to pawn it for beer money. I can handle losing beloved objects -- it happens. But to have something that had been with me through so much suffer so a ignominious fate... It just isn't right.

And now I find out that Rufus died. It's just not right.
Monday, June 23rd, 2008 08:47 am (UTC)
Aww.
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Monday, June 23rd, 2008 01:35 pm (UTC)
I lose a multitool to the TSA about every six months; you have my complete sympathy. It's really obnoxious.
Monday, June 23rd, 2008 02:09 pm (UTC)
I've flown with my Leatherman Wave about six times, but I always pack it inside my checked luggage. Someone could steal it but they'd have to root around in the main compartment to do it.

So far no problem--the one time my Leatherman walked off was at work, and I might just have left it somewhere weird by mistake.

I'm sorry about your tools.
Monday, June 23rd, 2008 03:05 pm (UTC)
I'm really sorry to hear it, about the Leatherman.

There's a lot of that environment that (for me) is emotionally tagged as too unsettling to be quite loved, but I know what you mean about the sunset.
Edited 2008-06-23 03:07 pm (UTC)
Monday, June 23rd, 2008 03:28 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
Monday, June 23rd, 2008 04:00 pm (UTC)
I understand about tools. Argh.

Also, thank you for exactly the obit I meant to write. Rufus!
Monday, June 23rd, 2008 04:31 pm (UTC)
:-(
Monday, June 23rd, 2008 11:19 pm (UTC)
Ouch. I'm very sorry to hear that. You should file a complaint with the TSA when you get a chance - they won't start paying more attention to petty theft until they get called on it more often.
Thursday, June 26th, 2008 04:56 am (UTC)
FUCKERS!!!!!!!